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kamar
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 3:06 pm Post subject: To understand. |
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today my mind is shiny,this night I have thought a lot.
my problem is not in the arabic culture, i like it and I respect it much.
i know that in Egypt there are much good people because I have met it and never I have had problems with them.
the big problem is the love to distance.....you can't know very well the boy,also if you speak with his every day all is difficolt because there are 1.500 km between we, so if you need something, have his near to you, all became difficolt for me and for he.
I haven't problem with arabic culture,here i have found much great people that have made undertsand me much things on behavior,and now I understand that this is not problem for me.
yesterday i have spoken with boy, he look for me again, he told that need me and he has told all his problems......his friend have told that boy need me,maybe I haven't understand his........
I have asked why he want to me when there are much tourists, he told "because you are different from them"....yes, I know this, I'm not stupid as much girl, I not go around half nude,i'm serious and my behavior is good.
the next week I will be in egypt, so I will speak with him.
I must undertssand well....I know that his not want from me money (never he has ask me this), he no want passport (he no want to come in my country), he no want sex (only after marriage)......
will be only for love and I haven't understand this????? :smt008
:flower: i know that the distance is a big problem, i can go from his only every 3 or 4 months....the strange thing is that I believe what if we were together always, we would not have all these problems :smt021
i'm calm, I no go in disco, I' the classic type "2 hearts and 1hut in the sense that when I am with the person that I love i'm happy with little,we go together to drink a karkade and speak and I'm happy because we are together....is not important for me much things as much girls want....I'm very simple,really :geek:
so, my head is again hard.... :shock: I want to see what happen, what he must tell me and how will be his behavior....
maybe one day I will be very happy with him :smt020 i must see.....
despite all, I continue to read much on Islam because I want to know and to learn and I have learned so much from the great people that i have met here,you are of the great teachers for me, really, more of the books !!!!! :thumright: |
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kamar
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 3:11 pm Post subject: |
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Monica, afte rmy old mail that I have sent you I have gotten this : now his family and all people in hotel know that he is with me.... he has told at all this....I know this from my friends in Dubay (he know boy).
what do you think for this?????? |
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Sphinsxo
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 3:28 pm Post subject: |
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May you continue to be so happy and cheerful for many years to come Kamar... Sphinx is happy for you :lol:
It's nice to see such possitive attitude after all your sadness :lol:
PS: where did you get all these wonderful icons :) |
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kamar
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:07 pm Post subject: |
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my character doesn't surrender easily and something inside me, tell me that a bit love there is in that boy, so I no want to have regrets for not to have understood and for not to have given anchor possibility....you thing, I have envoy 5 months for make speak him,he has very closed character,my colleague every day tell me " where you take this whole patience?"....certain days I am very bad but after i tell me that I want to know and understand and I I recover strength and I go.
Sfinx : I have much icons but I must know how can I for keep it in avatar and for to reduce dimensions ( I'm not good in computer)....I want to keep also in egyptouch. |
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Monica
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:07 pm Post subject: |
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My dear kamar..I just read this and I feel your happiness..
I will be back soon with an answer...
see you soon..
kamar wrote: Monica, afte rmy old mail that I have sent you I have gotten this : now his family and all people in hotel know that he is with me.... he has told at all this....I know this from my friends in Dubay (he know boy).
what do you think for this?????? |
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Sphinsxo
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:21 pm Post subject: |
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kamar wrote:
Sfinx : I have much icons but I must know how can I for keep it in avatar and for to reduce dimensions ( I'm not good in computer).....
I'll find out how...
Have a nice day :D |
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kamar
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:22 pm Post subject: |
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I'm not very happy but I want to play the last paper...i no want to remain with doubt that i haven't had wanted to understand or I have take decision with much hurry.
i will take my final decision the next week when I will speak with him.....don't cost me nothing to wait by now....I will see what is better for me.
i go with different eyes, more prudent....and INSHALLAH..... |
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kamar
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:25 pm Post subject: |
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I'm not very happy but I want to play the last paper...i no want to remain with doubt that i haven't had wanted to understand or I have take decision with much hurry.
i will take my final decision the next week when I will speak with him.....don't cost me nothing to wait by now....I will see what is better for me.
i go with different eyes, more prudent....and INSHALLAH..... |
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Sphinsxo
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:27 pm Post subject: |
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That is the wise thing to do !!!
At least you will not one day regret your decision. |
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kamar
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| Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2004 4:47 pm Post subject: |
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Yes Sfinx,I not want to have regrets because I love really that boy, so I'm prepared to still try.
too much times, in the life, we take decision with too much hurry and after you tell yourself " if I had made this, if I had waited "....I not want this.
I understand that we have 2 different religions and 2 different heads and this can to be a problem for now because we are far away, but if there is true love I yhink that all this can to be helped,with patience,helping us to understand some things of ours different way of livingand think.
maybe I mistake again for want to try again, but I feel inside me that I must try again, i not want to leave nothing of unattempted....if all will go bad, patience,I will know that he was not the boy of my life and I will keep my heart in peace. |
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Monica
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| Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2004 12:24 am Post subject: |
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| Wish you True love for :smt049 ever kamar |
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Wedi
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| Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2004 1:08 am Post subject: Love |
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| I hope everything works out nicely for you Kamar :) |
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kamar
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| Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2004 4:10 pm Post subject: |
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mee too hope in this.
thank you at all, you are a very good people, really.
I have found hear big friends :D , thank you. |
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